4 January 2011

Two weeks have gone by

Two weeks have gone by without my babies. I want them to still be here. I want them back. We've entered a new year but they are gone now, left in 2010 forever. My heart aches for them and it breaks a little bit more each time Sunnyboy tells me about something he wants to show the babies. I hope one day he will get to be a big brother. I'm falling apart, trying to hold on through my tears for the babies we'll never meet, but I have Sunnyboy and I still have hope.

15 comments:

  1. Sunny Mama, I am so very sorry for your loss. Please know I am thinking of you and Sunny Boy and sending warm and tender thoughts across the ocean straight to you.

    In sympathy...

    XO,

    Sheila

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  2. Oh my dear, what to say. Nothing will make you feel better right now, I know, but your precious babes will always be held safe in your loving heart.
    xxx

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  3. I am so sorry you are going through this. I can only imagine. (((hugs)))

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  4. {{{{Hugs}}}} I don't know what else to say.
    I'm so sorry.

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  5. I am so sorry. I just can not imagine what you are going thru. I do hope that Sunnyboy is able to help you to heal. I wish you and yours all the best in 2011.

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  6. No word anyone can say will make things easier.Only time will be able to do that for all of you guys.We are thinking of all of you and sending love and healing your way.Although you need to work through things on your own you are not alone.There are many firends both in the flesh and here in cyber space who are here for you.Huhs.

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  7. I'm sending big hugs your way, my friend. So so sorry to hear about your loss. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

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  8. Sunny Mama,
    I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling. I'm still saying prayers of comfort for you all. You just need time. xoxo

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  9. Blessings and loving healing thoughts from us to you.

    Love and light
    Gina xx

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  10. Sending you love, Sunnymama...

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  11. I am visiting via the commnet you left on my blog...
    I am SO sorry for your losses. I know the emptiness well. I am sending you a big hug from across the pond and hoping this year brings new life and lot's of joyous moments ahead!
    xoxo

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  12. I hope the new year brings you hope and good luck,big hugs..

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  13. I have been thinking about you and your little sunnyboy, I'm sure soon when the sun begins to shine your spirits shall lift. You have to, then it will happen, be there for your little one. Little babe will come for him.

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  14. I am so very sorry. Such heartbreak, for your entire family. Sunnyboy would make a fantastic big brother, and I do hope that works out, somehow. We are thinking of you, Nozy, Sunnyboy, and your tiny babies.

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